The first time we met I’ve the least idea that I would be as close to you as now, maybe none at all. I was busy of all the things going through me. At home. At work. Surrounded by friends whose leaving me one by one, at work, at least. I was focused on things that matter to me back then. My job. My family (always). My current commitments. I didn’t noticed you then. You were there but it took me couple of months to realize. You were there the whole time.
Then I noticed you. Got curious of you. Admired your charismatic smile. Your focused spirit. And your simplicity with style. I was then occupied with so many things. Dreamed of so many dreams. Lost by so many circumstances. Then I found you. I felt a sudden hope in me because of you. The sweetest of you that night you hugged me in your room made all of the decisions in me to put all my hope in us. I was frightened as well as excited. I was afraid as well as hopeful.
We became best of friends. We chat all the time like there will be no tomorrow. For the first time in my life I lived by the present on those days I was still beginning to know you. That was a courageous act to fully trust your self with someone who’s completely stranger to you. I felt bravery to share things I didn’t even share with anyone but you. I felt love for the first time I didn’t even felt like before. It was a very special love between the two of us.
Susulat ako ng tula at dula
Kung saan ang tula ay dula at ang dula ay tula
Susulat ako ng mga gusto kong linya
Kung saan mananatili ang mga matatamis na salita
Susulat ako ng susulat ng mga tugma
At hindi ako mapapagod
Gaya ng pagtingin ko sa malayo sayo noon
Hanggang sa ikaw ay nasa piling ko na ngayon
Susulat ako ng bahagya ng aking mga biyaya
Susulatin ko lahat ng ikinaliligaya
Paminsan minsan susulat ako ng malungkot
Dahil minsan hindi kita maaabot.
Susulat ako ng tunog at gagawin kong himig
Sa isip mo ito ay iisa lang ang tinig
Ngunit sa aking imahinasyon samut sari ang binabanggit
Mahal kita, oo ikaw ay aking iniibig
Sa walang hanggan isisigaw ko ng malakas
Lahat ng panulat ko’y binibigkas
Na sa hanggan dulo ng wagas
Susulat ako at susulat na parang pantas
Ang mga salita ay wala
Magkakaron kapag pinakawala
Lalo na sa isip na may imahinasyon
Paano pa ang pusong may inspirasyon?
A dreamed late morning are not those cherished with new furniture with your new home.
A dreamed late morning are not the lavish dishes lay to you by famous chefs in a hotel room.
A dreamed late morning are not the ones you see in movies of extravagance with popcorn and cola side by side.
A dreamed late morning are here with your love eating halo-halo and drinking coffee at the same time.
You dont need to be everything, you just have to mean every happiness someone could need. 😁
That would be all I need right now. To be able to right is to be able to dream. To be able to sing is to be able to hear. To be able to dance is to be able to feel music. Deep in your soul. Close to your heart. Near other than everyone else but you. All you really need is a little of that fire called inspiration.
Keep on writing. Carry on..
Feelings are merely feelings
Feel that now
Wont feel that later
Feelings are just the catastrophe of love..
At the end of the day you always choose who, when, and where to love.
Love is not just a feeling.
Love is commitment.
A strong force of your life.
Choose wisely. Love unconditionally.